TorisLaurinaitis

Hello everyone, missed me? Eh, I'm guessing you probably want to throw eggs at me for disappearing like that. xD; I'll offer you an explanation though, if you want one... It started off with a simple artblock. I got stressed, finishing school and not getting accepted to any of the universities I applied to because of a really stupid thing I did got to me... so I figured I'll just take a break from DA, as every day I get comments and journals and entries reminding me(not directly) that I should be drawing and I should feel bad for not drawing right at that moment. Drawing started to feel like a chore and not a way for me to relax. So I too

My health. BT I feel like ranting about it, so if you don't wanna read about it feel free not to! xD Honestly, I hate my health, there are so many things wrong with me that I can't even count on my both hands and who knows how many of them are signs of more serious complications?! DX Some of them even formed a disaster circle I can't get out of!. One thing requires me to do something to get better, but I can't do that because it will worsen something else and I can't heal that something else because if I try, it will worsen the condition of another thing and so it goes in that damn circle DX. I'm staying pretty vague here, as I don't feel l

I am angry and sad and scared! Today is the 2nd of May here in Lithuania, almost the 3d. Just a few days ago it was warm, 19+ Celsius. Pretty normal for spring. For the May month. The flowers started blooming and the trees were finally showing some leaves, yay! But now I looked out of the window and... guess what? IT'S SNOWING! NOT YOUR SISSY SNOW EITHER, THE KIND THAT YOU BARELY SEE AND MELTS AS SOON AS IT TOUCHES THE GROUND! NO! It's frikkin snowing in large clumps and is piling up on the ground! The roofs are white, you can barely see the grass! I opened the window and it was as cold and smelled like winter... I hate the cold, I hate t